I feel incredibly overwhelmed coming back to reality. The holiday with my parents was great, and I was effectively operating on autopilot for the past one and a half weeks, but now I find myself suddenly thrust back into Adulthood and Exams and I feel overwhelmed, like there is so much to do but I don't know how to do it. I wish I could have gone back to Singapore with my parents. I don't think I'm very good with the whole growing up thing. Or being alone for that matter.

I feel terrible again, and I want to go and stay home.