I honestly cannot wait till all of this is over. One more week, one more week! I tell myself, but somehow the stress level I'm at now is actually comparable to what I felt during the O levels, there is much less to lose, but all the same there is even more that could be lost should I fail this time and unlike the O levels, it's a school tradition to typically bulldoze over all the students every mid-terms.

Watch us fall, white, bare necked, bowling pins across the tiling of the boarding school hall (or if not everyone else, me at least).

And there is nothing more that I want than to just snuggle up to you and close my eyes, and drift off into a deep slumber.