Tuesday, December 15, 2009

I believe there's hope buried beneath it all...

...Yet it is so hard for me to remember and accept that.

Today I caught myself thinking "what am I going to do with all this free time? It seems to meaningless" as I was walking up the stairs to my room after breakfast. Then the feeling started to hit again, the initial dip in the fluids nestled in chest cavity, the slow beginnings of spinning of the head and mind.

I have a packed day today from Lunch to Tea to Dinner. There wasn't that much free time to begin with, yet I started thinking and felt that sensation again

I took my medicine quickly.

I'm very tired.

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