At first I thought about posting about my thoughts on my future - my reactions to filling out the damned Oxford interview forms over and over due to silly mistakes - and then I went to LJ and read my friends page. Needless to say I am now vaguely disheartened and disenchanted. I am filled with a vague urge to be able to do stupid shit things and not give a damn about my future. I want to be free from all these damn forms and my dreams which make me push myself harder.

I think.

:x