...(actually that's a lie, I can) thinking about the future and things that used to excite me to no end now fill me with a gently rising wave of dread and heart sinki-ness. I cannot bear to think too far ahead because it reminds me how much of a constraint time has now become. Yet these are the sad thoughts that accompany me to sleep as I attempt to drift off every night, hoping there'll be dreams of you.
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"darkly dreaming" indeed
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