I'm not sure why (actually I have a vague idea, but I'm going to pretend I'm in denial about this) but I have been once more swept along an utter wave of irrational feelings. Cielo says enjoy the ride while it's lasts and don't think too much - but ack I can't stop thinking! Thinking that:

1) This is silly
2) I should be more sensible and not let it get to me
3) I don't even know this person
4) I really ought to be thinking of other stuff, like my HIST IA, WORLD LIT 2, HIST EE, TOK ESSAY, ECONS IA 5, MATH PROJECT

Conclusion: I shall attempt rather valiantly to assume a normal life (or as normal as a life like mine can ever get) while hoping for some greater, bigger, and nicely rounder out there!