Haaaah. I just realised I better get very good predicted grades/good IB results, or else I'll spend a year kicking my heels about because all the courses I have applied for have a very small intake with slim admission chances (you'd think a niche field like History/Politics would translate to less people applying, but noooooo.) I am also simultaneously obsessing about material things in my head even though I've chalked up some debt (to be fair I never spent any of my money that I earned last year).

I just hope all of this translates into a better, happier and more satisfied me and the end of all of this.